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Friday, November 30, 2012

False discontentment

Some days I feel discontent about really ridiculous things. Today's short list:

1. Receiving my J. Crew dress for the OCS formal, which I loved. But... Due to nursing and my current proportions, having to order a larger size than my regular size to accommodate- even though it is loose everywhere else.

2. Choosing my outfit to wear to a Christmas party but disliking that the jeans are a dark wash and I'm wearing a navy blue top... But my light wash jeans don't look good with it and my boots won't look right over top the light wash jeans anyway.

3. My baby not wanting to sleep anywhere but on or directly next to me. He can sense when I'm not right there and he literally screams like he's been shocked. Of course, I do love the snuggles- but breaking this habit has not gone well.

4. My hair's too short to style anyway except blow dried and down- but I like it short and don't want to grow it out.

5. When making breakfast plans with family or friends, everyone wants to go out around 8-9... And I want to still be sleeping then!

See? See just how ridiculous my discontentment is? Now, I am not truly discontented by these things- but they so bother me enough to think about.

I think I may be overly emotional because I am missing my husband. He thought he was going to get to call me Monday night when he was back on post, but phone privileges were taken away until further notice. Makes for a sad, lonely wife. That makes everything else seem about 3 notches worse than it really is- including the good stuff. Today is also my soldier's birthday. Happy birthday, my love.

At least I have a super cute, fun baby to play with! See how he's crossing his fingers? That is his signature trait. Silly baby.

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