But I've never been a morning person. Even after coffee, I would much rather the day begin at 10. I can handle getting up at 9:30 and lounging around until 10. Then getting ready for the day. So no leaving the house until 11 at the earliest. That would be ideal. But no. When you're a student you have to wake up for class, which always starts early! When you work after you're finally finished with school the day generally begins at 8 or 9. If you choose to take a later shift than you often miss social events. Then you (at least this is how my story went) have a baby and are finally able to be a SAHM... But yeah, no sleep... Ever! And being a morning person doesn't matter when baby is ready to wake up and play!
So I have never been a morning person. I can't win. I am not yor typical night owl though. I don't need to hang out with people. In fact, after 7 I would much rather just sit around in pajamas. I like to read or browse the internet. I like to sit and think and imagine (literally what I do!). It's pathetic.
And inevitably, Jackson will be sleeping well (first night in his big boy bed! So far so good!) and Daniel will be napping apparently because he isn't wiggling or squiggling inside my tummy... And my brain just won't shut off. I mean, it's 12:30 am! I should be taking advantage and sleeping! I'm definitely tired having had a horrible night filled with Jackson's bad dreams last night and no nap today as I put together Jackson's bed while he napped. So I am very tired... But I just can't fall asleep. So I go on Pinterest. I browse amazon and etsy for things for the boys' rooms. I check Facebook and Instagram. Then I decide to write a post.
Maybe someday I will go to bed at 10 and wake up refreshed in the morning and it will just be the new me. But it hasn't happened yet, no matter how tired I am. Ridiculous.
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